2004-06-27 - wooo-ups end downs
damn
just when I was perfect
I made a mistake
I fell into the vortex of fate
I lost my pointive perspect
I'm kidding - no fake!
I'm well aware of defects and hate
because a love would never do that
do that to you
take a trust and push it around
evaluation should review that
see it as true
I lost the sweet surrender I found
white chocolate is too rich by the pound
it's better as a wafer
and you could not be safer
anytime you're spending with me
I guess it was the passion
(a hero of a fashion)
that drove me to the place where I kept crashin'
I wanted you so badly
I said I loved you madly
I wrote some checks the Love Bank won't be cashin'
now I feel so stupid
I fired upon cupid
I said it was because he had a bow
I wasn't really hunting (well, you know...)
that is, I was just wanting you to show
I knew with the right flow we two could GO
I don't know where the arrow went
and you acted so arrogant
the time you said that you could pick and choose
and man-made stimulation made you snooze
except for simulation
contraptions of vibration
there's very little sensitivity
but you were never far away from me
I guess I should just hold you virtually
that is, erase desire
eternally conspire
to let the ripples radiate in space
and travel to that literary place
where dreams of you were captured
my senses were enraptured
could a vixen ever be so true
deception and I didn't have a clue
we hung out at the bar down by the zoo
and drank to every ocelot, emu,
stroking our chin whiskers
wanting so to frisk her
for any other mode of self-destruction
that was the only prequil to seduction
to therapeutic'ly remove obstruction
so have another round for my conceit
to think my pop-psychology complete
and melt me down to dreams
escaping at the seams
where you and I once travelled in the heat
we'll say it was just physical and sweet
that time was long between us
and mars aligned with venus
and now there's no more interlocks
we've gotten past that equinox
but still I miss the common heart we shared
I must confess my arrogance impaired
whatever trust you offered when you cared
the things that made you desperate and scared
so now that this "be missing you" is aired
let's say
it's ok
if we go our own way
and someday
maybe
soon
I'll be there
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