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2005-03-30 - decoder ring
Much of the time I talk in code with hints of types and shadows sowed and rarely get specific (I leave that to prolific) sincerity's implied except where noted (right) obsession is denied (my time is occupied) but here's what's going on with me right now... a lady friend, you see, I met somehow well, actually... let's see... my bro, hooked me up with her as someone I'd relate to, er... but I really wasn't sure as I recall so anyway, I went and made the call "nothing ventured - nothing gained" after all surprise! it turned out unexpected we very quickly grew connected in her trust I felt protected and for years now I respected that she was just a friend and really nothing more well, she moved back to the place she lived before California - but anyway, to make this story even longer my trust was based on this and growing ever stronger as far as lady friends I thought she was my best then the word gets back to me from other friends out west oh never mind it gets complicated besides, I feel just devastated so I turn to this to get away and other modes which codes just can't convey I don't know how to trust again and I won't give up but now and then I wonder... why does passion make me think of thunder?
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