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2004-06-12 - guardamorous it's true that I don't love the way I should but I love the truth that turned my bad to good oh how could such a thing have come to be that death should take the death away from me and turn a downward spiral toward defeat into an inward force that can't be beat gyroscopic life inside of me a fluttering of spirituality I often take the time now to reflect upon the inner change of circumspect how once the weight upon me was more than I could bear my own mind tried to con me and I cannot say where I'd be today if not for this attraction that suspends and keeps me in the way of interaction with the friends of all who long for freedom from the tentacles which suck rooted in their bellies and their passions run amuck renegade pursuits which only lead to their demise how gratefully we come to only thinly realize that the way into the presence of the ultimate creator has all been preprogrammed by the great collaborator extension from a will to foster progeny redemptive a heart to prototype the counteractive strike pre-emptive a love that melts down every factor outside of this verse a preparation, mediation, freedom from the curse a go-before-you, won't ignore you if you learn to hear an oracle of portocall to horticulture ear a heart receptive fertile field for growth enabling good thank God that I am learning how to love you as I should � � |