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2004-03-18 - sarcophagus I remember in this dream where devotion was extreme but behind the white back wall there was a cavern in the hall which led into a chamber with a coffin it was a pharoah lying there reflected torch on golden layer dimly lit when came the voice that boomed the offing "The Great Fraternal Order of the Brotherhood cannot receive you right now" so I thought, "good!" I didn't really want that anyway I thought I would get along "ok" and walked into a sunset so serene or maybe that was in another dream to some this may sound quite extreme but things aren't always what they seem I know that I'm reserved for something good the instrument is fashioned from the wood and overlayed with gold and I could see the person in the pharoah's tomb was me with a bull upon my chest and a pretty funky vest and other stuff I cannot quite recall but all that I can tell you is the fall is not irrevocable at all there is a guiding intelligent force and you will know it by discourse the tree of life would shelter everyone but canker worms have eaten up her gum the sap is dry and hardened there's a way we can be pardoned the blood of deity from God the son the reason he let evil think it won when it nailed him to the cross and it flaunted "I'm the boss! and I crucify each soul who would defy my mechanistic form of live and die my brutal harsh machine that will crush every regime that would dare to voice an independant thought I will nail each foe -- my tyrant will is wrought! I will exercise my greater power right!" and there the king laid down without a fight and bore not only tortured effigy but actually became the powers that be took on the form of wicked devilry and lesser sins all linked up by degree with a strain: the mystery of iniquity but anyway, there's much for you disciples to divide there's somethings that the light can't try to hide they're there by their own being and they're something you're not seeing till you turn around and wake up from the dream and the dream that you wake up to is supreme but some things you see are not quite what they seem but you'll figure out what's true when it's love that you pursue without thought for what you think or say or do just a general care that emantes from you and a simple kind of life that takes the time to think about the things that make the climb a very not so terrible thing to go through after all, it's not an easy thing to do to go against the grain of what feeds you at the risk of being rude, won't you try this anti-food it's surmisings mixed with laminated wood c'mon right now, eat it, you'll feel good ok, you need your space, I understood just go at your own pace and check out the preface I know you will surface I didn't mean to try to fix you I mean not that you need fixin, baby... I was just saying you know more like get a fix... like hook uup... or get that satisfaction so satisfying that it outsatisfies all satisfyers or saturnflyers or satiricwriters or satyr female riders and hanging folder dividers and cubicle encounters and guys who hang and flounder as you yawn and start to drift into a dreamlike state of amotivated reflection... I really wish you'd pay attention but it's cool, I'll pray you get it by osmosis... osmosis... osmosis. � � |