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2003-07-16 - 11:48 a.m. dear lady friend, kindhearted one it's quite near the end what's done is done and I have to be honest and true please listen to me this is long overdue love isn't selfish pushy or rude and I won't embellish my bad attitude I was wrong to pursue more than friendship with you I did not have a clue what you were going through after you made it clear that you need a befriender I still tried to steer you into my blender my agenda love bound trender intense word sender so now I render prayer for pretenders and I surrender set my sights higher put out this fire burning desire testost-drone wired muckluck and mire time is a healer fate's a tough dealer here's my confession it was obsession putting to end this crash and burn friendship I was intrusive so inconclusive making you fear me so now please hear me infatuation and saturation of this addiction stranger than fiction caused me to hurt you had to desert you but now it's to this come I missed your wisdom I acted so dumb still I was welcome what have I undone what love had begun ... I'm writing to tell you please forgive my rebellion I'll set my sights higher not led by desire for this lesser fire the goal has transpired to heaven and friendship don't know how to end this thanks for your prayers I'm still in repairs there is hope for my kind thank you for your time you're my sister, my friend sincerely, [the end] � � |